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Wordlust: New Lows

New Lows 4/18/18

I’m taken to new depths
New lows I didn’t even know existed
They say you hit rock bottom and that’s it
Lies, there’s something much deeper than that
Something that burns and churns
Covered in lakes of fire
Flames that dance and bend
Situations that suspend you in the mire
Free me, you beg
Release me, you plead
Forgetting all the wrong you’ve done
Forgetting all the pain you caused
Knowing the path you were lead
Tears you will shed
The life that you bled
I’m taken to new depths
New lows I didn’t even know existed
Did I? Should I? I did!
But I ignored
Because sinning feels too good
Feels more right than it should
But I know what awaits me
I’ve seen the vast sea
I’ve been on the brink of death
I’ve taken a last breath,
But I’ve come back
And I know what’s on the other side
I know from the end you can’t hide
I’m taken to new depths
New lows I didn’t want to admit existed

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