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Wordlust: Fester

Fester 4/13/18

I let the wounds permeate my being
Become part of me with every lash
I become angrier with every clash
Who are you?
Who are you to me?
Why have you made yourself known?
Why do you pretend you have grown?
I have watched you from my seat
As I sway on the waves,
You sway with me
As I receive the love I give,
You receive with me
Who are you?
Who are you to me?
An extension of my relationship
Like a bad laceration
I let it fester
I let it rot
You be me?
I think not
They say I have to let go
I have to pretend I don’t know
Where does this hatred go?
I let it fester
I let it decay
I let the feelings pour as they may

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