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Wordlust: Trebled Hearts


Trebled Hearts 12/5/2011

Screaming

Music is my salvation

I swear sometimes these lyrics were written for me

Trying to reach a revelation

A quick solution to the emptiness,

the consuming void

I fall deep into this music world

I disappear for days,

and reappear like I was never gone

Then you tell me you miss me,

ask where the hell have I been

Could have sworn I just talked to you yesterday

Realize the rift I put between us

Asking myself over and over,

what the hell have I done?

Fell in love with the mist,

a cloud of a man

Fell in love with a memory,

time heals no wounds

Fell in love with the idea,

a lyrical note

Down tempo,

and we fall together off on this treble

And I'm trying to get over you,

forget the words

But I'm being myself again,

stubborn and such a rebel

Damn, it's only been days

But I feel like it's been weeks

Take a deep breath, pop in another CD

Different artist, different beat, my sadness melting

This shit feels so sweet

Just wanted to reach that ultimate high

Just wanted to experience what the others gloat about

Just wanted to attain that level, ride the wave

Tailor made feelings and I'm slowly starting to fall back

Bobbing my head to the beat,

Lyrics making sense to all the shit I'm feeling,

all the emotions inside

I escape to the beats when I can't stand on my own two feet

What are we but two notes that can't end up on the same page?

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