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Wordlust: Pillow Talk

Pillow Talk 4/15/2011
I could fall deeply into you
Swim around in the vastness of your soul
Spend an eternity knowing your mind
Exploring your body, and loving every minute of it
I like the feel of your warm skin against mine
Pressed against me, generating the warmth that is passion
A warmth that is love, that is pure feeling
Lust, love? What's the difference? Can you tell me?
They feel the same to me, pulsating through my veins
I can't break free, I don't want to break from your reign
Press down and shaken together
Our bodies locked, entwined on a bed of pure bliss
Our souls becoming one, just for this hour... or two
Fingers interlocking, lips kissing until they burst
Heart racing, beating, pounding like a drum
Forgetting everyone and everything else
Nothing matters but the intensity that we create
This moment, this moment is ours
Who in their right minds would try to steal this sunshine?
Radiating, hot warmth radiating from our skin
Our beings, slippery with sweat
Fingers clawing down a moist back
Close your eyes, I want to whisper sweet nothings into your ears
Pillow talk, this is my gift to you
Come closer, even closer until our hearts beat as one
On the same rhythm, on the same beat
When I'm with you I feel so complete
Touch me, feel me, in the middle I want to meet
Be with you, stay with you, be there for you
Is it my turn yet? I've got some words I want to say
Pillow talk, is that your gift to me?
Waiting, always on the edge waiting for you
Wanting, and wanting even more
Create feelings and notions out of nothing
Still I wait, and I wait, always waiting
My heart is open and my ears they listen, anticipating
You deliver then you take away
Feels like I can never wash this shame away
My skin so stained, my heart broken in vain
Pillow talk, I wanted to join in on that game
You play the disappearing act
But then you always come back
Is it me you're looking for? Is it me you're lusting for?
You can't have me, you don't see me
I can't deny you, your pillow talk always has me wanting more

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