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Wordlust: Blissfully Nothing

Blissfully Nothing 3/27/2011
We maintain these pretty little lies
Hide the scars
Keep the pain within
When nothing feels like nothing
And something still feels like nothing
When we watch the blood trickle,
And yet still we're not convinced
Is living simply breathing?
Reverting back into darkness,
When nothing still feels like nothing
And something still feels bleak
We cover up the lines,
Not really letting our true selves shine through
Lackluster, lacking vibrant life
Staring into the bleak darkness
Letting it surround you, letting it become you
And when will you realize?
When it's too late?
Before it's too late?
Or right on the brink,
When you finally get this revelation?
You can see into the future
Your whole pathetic life flashes right before your eyes
Will you still feel the pain?
Will you still continue to claw at it?
Will you still succumb to the nothing?
Let me gnash your skin
Let me scar you deeply
Let me show you how dead you really are
Dead, but you're looking at me
Do you see me,
Or are you just seeing through me?
What is this feeling?
When nothing feels like nothing
And something still feels like nothing
Used up and thrown away
Are we suppose to forget the scars of yesterday,
In hopes that tomorrow's scars will heal another day?
Wrapped up, entwined in sorrow
I am numb, feeling nothing,
When all I want is nothing more to just feel
I want to feel your skin against mine
I want to feel your lips kiss mine
When nothing feels like nothing
And something still feels like bliss

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